Rosie (daydreamdancer) wrote in ethandarling,

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why me?

I don't know what to do with myself right now. I just keep sitting here thinking about nothing at all. Well, Except for Jeff. I can never get him out of my head really. He's just always there. lurking around and not leaving.

But that's not what I want to talk about.

You see, it's my dad, Frank. I want him to accept me. I want him to treat me the way he used to. You know, before I told him the way I am going to live my life. He thinks I sould be doing something with my life. Not just sitting around waiting for something, anything, to happen.

I don't think he understands me. He keeps trying to set me up with his co-worker's daughters. I keep telling him that I don't like girls. But, he doesn't want to listen. He thinks if he avoids the subject it'll go away and I will like girls. But that's not the way it's going to be. Not now. Not ever.

Mallory just came home and I think I am going to ask her to come out with me tonight. She always gets my mind off things. I am so lucky to have her as a sister and as a friend. Maybe she'll get my mind off Jeff and my dad.

I hope Jeff calls soon. And I hope his tour is going better then he thinks. I worry about that boy more then I should. I wonder if he worries about me too. I hope so.
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