She paints the walls blue and green (glitterglamgirl) wrote in ethandarling,
She paints the walls blue and green
glitterglamgirl
ethandarling

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Music constantly reflects my life.

I am thinking it's a sign
That the freckles in our eyes are mirror images
And when we kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes
Like puzzle pieces from the clay
And true, it may seem like a stretch,
But its thoughts like this that catch my troubled head
When you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road
For several weeks of shows and when you scan the radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great heights,
"Come down now," they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
"Come down now," but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your machine
But the persistant beat it sounded thin upon listening
And that frankly will not fly.
you will hear the shrillest highs and lowest lows
with the windows down when this is guiding you home

They will see us waving from such great heights,
"Come down now," they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
"Come down now," but we'll stay...


This...this is how I feel right now.

I really like Noah. A lot. He's a sweet guy. We went out to a movie and, you guessed it, the coffee shop. He loves it there, too. We had such good conversation and everything...but always in the back of my mind was Jeff. He won't leave me alone regardless of how far away he is. I kept thinking about what he said, how he just sped off and how I missed the chance to talk to him.

When I got home, I turned on MTV2 and this video came on..."Such Great Heights" by the Postal Service. The words just struck me because it's totally how I feel. Jeff's "out there on the road for several weeks of shows"...and I feel like I should just forget about him. It sounds so cheesy, but we are like puzzle pieces. We fit together. (Oh great, now I sound like an O-town song. Haha.) He's been my best friend since we were kids, we know basically everything about each other and now, there's a chance he might actually like me the way I like him. How can I just forget about that?

I need to sleep and clear my head. And go out tomorrow and buy the Postal Service CD.
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