It was kind of chilly so I wore jeans and a long sleeved baseball shirt with red sleeves. Noah came to pick me up at 7 and as soon as I opened the door, he told me I looked hot. Me? Hot? I have never been told that before by a guy and the feeling I got that instant felt very good.
We drove over to the park and walked around holding hands. Noah didn't care who saw us or what they thought of us. He just wanted to be with me and feel my hand touching his. And I wanted the same.
After a while of talking and walking, we sat down on a deserted bench. There, Noah touched my face and gave a very sweet and very long kiss. Let me tell you, it was amazing. I had never felt anything like it.
Noah took me home and he gave me a quick kiss goodnight on the cheek and thanked me for a wonderful night.
Oh what a wonderful night it was.
I came home to a blinking light on my answering machine. I pushed it and you guessed it...it was Jeff.
"Hey Ethan. I just wanted to call you and tell you that well.....I love you. I love with everthing in my heart. I know you have this new guy Noah in your life but I didn't want to not tell you how I feel. I have been scared. Really scared about these feelings but now, I see that I have to tell you. I'll call tomorrow and see what you think. bye"
He loves me. He really really loves me.
Noah or Jeff? Who should I choose. It's so hard. I don't know what to do. I think I'll go drink a beer.